oceane says : sometimes we just need to have someone hit us on the head in order for us to realize it.
oceane says : that we are faulty.
v!k says : yeah true
oceane says : 'cause that's what relationships do.
v!k says : and you're that someone
v!k says : hehe
oceane says : LOL
v!k says : you're a good friend to me right?
oceane says : yes of 'course.
oceane says : what would make u think otherwise?
v!k says : can i tell you something without you taking it bad?
oceane says : yes you can.
oceane says : and i'll try to be honest about my reaction too.. just don't take it bad too
v!k says : ok, since the first time i've known you, i always thought that you could have the personality which i would have appreciated in a girl. i mean like if in all possibilities that was possible, i would have want someone like you in my life. please dont say i'm being foolish or something, i know what i'm saying. you can comment on it if you want or not, but still you are the closest friend i have on the net and who knows maybe in real life too if we were to know each other
oceane says : comment: same here
v!k says : gr8 you mean u think the same on me?
oceane says : ... yeah then.
oceane says : there's nothing wrong with that I guess... people always encounter personalities such as those that are perfect for them... perhaps because that's what they like to see.
oceane says : and i'm talking about myself here too.
v!k says : hmm yeah i know, you never told me anything like that before though
oceane says : which part?
v!k says : nah forget it
oceane says : about the part of only seeing what one likes to see... I got that from my friend... , who's afraid of getting close to someone.
oceane says : he says.. that I imagine him to be like so and so.. just like he is imagining me to be so and so. .. one of his sad realizations I guess.
v!k says : not necessarrily true u know
oceane says : perhaps it is... after all.. humans aren't perfect.
v!k says : but isnt perfectness relative after all?
oceane says : I guess... since for me.. HIS personality was and still is perfect... just the right one for me... but look at us now.
v!k says : but sincerely do you appreciate my personality like the way i do for yours?
oceane says : truely, madly, deeply appreciate.. yes. ...
oceane says : I wouldn't be talking to you the way I did to just about anybody... for me to open up this way... that someone must be special and close to my heart.
v!k says : hmm thanx i really appreciate you saying that to me
v!k says : in other situations, i would probably have fall for you
oceane says : ... that bit same goes here too. ... since I go mostly on the personality of a person most of the time.. in fact that's how we started... we talked openly about ourselves.. those talks that makes us think... deep thoughts... just like I do talk to you... so that's not a farfetched possibility in my case.
v!k says : strange but interesting how some things can happen and still you cant do anything about it
oceane says : yup.. I totally agree. don't worry when you look back everything will fall in its place... (mail)
v!k says : yeah linking the dots
oceane says : ... that's what i always tell myself when I encounter a big problem or a huge dilemma... one day.. all of this mess will straighten up when I look back.
v!k says : true
oceane says : and i've already made a mess of things. and i'm still young! waaa
v!k says : the mess is within ourselves then isnt it?
v!k says : what we think inside is projected outwardly